It's Christmas!

Hello! =)
well i know Christmas is an important day for some people..
so i am wishing all of my friends who's celebrating Christmas a very very

MERRY CHRISTMAS! =)

in couple hours of time i'll be going to fraser's hill with my family AGAIN..
many ppl says its boring up there..well..i won't think so because it really does helped me and my family to get closer..haha..PEACE! XD
STEAMBOAT AND BBQ here i come!

by the way..i am really getting closer to my brothers already..
not that i am not close to them last time..what i meant here was CLOSER =)
they are really cute! XD
oh my god..i said they are cute =X sound so girlish..HAHAHA!

well i just love the peaceful environment without fighting or arguing..
experiment and personality test in TTC are correct i guess..
saying that i am a PEACEMAKER..=.="

anyway..its an End to year 2010 already!
2011 is just around the corner..
i really dun feel the year end excitement due to my classes still on as usual in the year end..
OH GREAT..i say -.-

and guess what's worst?
my semester 2's finals is on the 5th day of Chinese New Year! (农历新年初五)
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then will be having 2 weeks break..then semester 3 , which is my last foundation semester starts again..
then?
i'll have 3 months of holidays after my last sem there..which is around june til september..
what should i do during that time? -.-

well it's hard to take back something i said..
so i really hope people would understand me this time..
i am really sorry about what i said..
i didn't meant to offend anyone..
and i really do felt ALOT better now..

I will be all fresh to welcome year 2011 ! =)
i promise and i hope everyone that i care and love do too..

Bouncing back after a downfall

well..phew..sad days are over for yeow yi shiuan..
time to bounce back!
=)

thanks to those who listens to me and helped me gone through it

well..i am quite active in frisbee in recent weeks
and that actually helps alot..haha =D

it feels like the only thing bothering me is
how much i want to hold that disk in the end zone! XD
nothing else other than friendship and frisbee is in that game for me now..
(while winning is not really a priority yet as i have no team..=P i m just always playing for fun)

and when there's a disk thrown for me..i'll always try my best to get it..=)
i get real disappointed when i mishandled the disk =/
bt then i learn from that bad catch so i wont be disappointed again
i will train and learn to outrun the marker more efficiently and get the disk =)
everything in my mind that moment while jumping for that disk is ME and that DISK..

well
for me, its similar to me that
disk = goal
marker = problems

ahhaha.. random! XD

PLUS..
it really feels like high school again when meeting high school friends and playing with them in the CHS field..

i saw a blog of friend of mine..well i like that latest post i read..talking everything about this year end and how much we have grown up and there's whole lots of that coming in front of us..well..i benefited from that post =) thanks

well..that's all for now i guess =p

i shall update soon and i promise it wont be a sad post =]

random day again

maybe i really had her to replace that someone i lost..

and its really hurts when i knew there's another guy..

i finally understood that feeling..
that dramatic scenes frm movies and series..
and i hated that feeling..
that feeling had even made me hated her

and i can tell u that i really seldom hated someone..so she's the LUCKY one

TIME..how i wish it could pass quickly to make me forget abt her quickly

i sound like a mean person, don't i?
but if u understand what i had gone through..u might think differently..

TIME , had made me realized alot of things..
TIME , had made me regretted alot of my decisions..
TIME , had made me lost my dearest friends
TIME , had made me realized how lucky i am in the pass

i know i had made alot of ppl dissappointed..

i can cry every day if i really wants..
cause i have enough things worth crying for..
but of course i don't

because i know there's always someone there still cares abt me..

i hope


its all just a mistake..














all i wanted is just the feeling of to be loved again