Monday, February 21, 2011

2nd Monday of my 2 weeks holidays

=.= face for semester 3 starting NEXT MONDAY

anyway..

actually i have a lot to talk about but i am just not good in words..
i don't know how to describe it in words..
and due to my short term memory lost..i will just post anything that comes to my mind now

last Saturday, i went to K.L with my mum
we were in the petaling street..doing some shopping
what I noticed was there's a lot of old people there..
what came to my mind that time was..
how come they are there? mostly alone
they usually walk around the streets BEHIND the stalls in petaling street
no offense but I think people missed a lot of chances to see the REAL Kuala Lumpur..
there's food stalls and other old stalls BEHIND those shirt and items stalls..
did anyone noticed?
my mum told me a lot of the 1980's history there..
i believe people goes places to seek memories..
like my mum..
i believe she remembered memories about my grandma going there with her..
these old people spend their days just like that..

one thing shot to my head
will I be like them in the future?

i know definitely that what i just said gt no sense at all..
cause i am actually also struggling to put up words now..=/

but what i was trying to say is
i wonder what are these old people thinking ? in their minds
they have lived so long..which part are they thinking about?
schoolmates? family? friends? long-lost friends? or trying to remember what they have done throughout their lives?

imagine one day when you are old, what will you be doing and thinking?

gahhh.. i give up..i don't know what i want to say already..LOL
paiseh =)

good night !

Monday, February 14, 2011

1st Monday of my 2 weeks holidays

woke up at 10.30am =/
tml must wake up earlier!
but first i must sleep EARLIER..haha

hmm..today's Valentines Day

Happy Valentine's Day! =)

so my plans for my holidays is

- to build up a healthier body as in going for exercise regularly instead of hanging around at home..
- TTC..if there's anything for me there..

- watch some movies i missed a few months ago?

- try to meet up with someone?

- make something?

anyways..the reason for healthier body is to improve my frisbee game..
i joined a tournament last saturday..
and guess what?
it's my first and i am so in love with it..
it's my first time playing representing a team..
thanks for letting me join the team
the team's name is
TAKE 1
=)
they are all great players..there's alot for me to learn more..@@
I love the game MORE after that tournament
though it wasn't a vry successfull one..at least it does make me feel something different
and yes..i have back my nerdy hairstyle..haha
go go go Yi Shiuan! =)

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Promise broken

I am sorry i left you alone again for these 2 weeks..
I guess you are feeling quite bad for being lonely these 2 weeks after i actually said i will talk to you more..

I BROKE MY PROMISE again..

i do have reasons but then no point explaining it to you cause i have already done the damage on you..

i am sorry

well..as for today..

glad to say that my finals for 2nd semester had ended..didn't do well in it though..i won't be maintaining my results..
that's for sure..

YES, i am sad about it.. but what can i do now? It's too late already..understanding towards those chapters was tough for me..

anyhow , i have to plan what should i do for the next 2 weeks+ semester break (a.k.a holidays)

still don't have a full picture of it..haha
2 weeks actually pass quite quickly

so now i am at HOME already..
just feel great to see family members around..haha

while packing in the hostel..really do felt something like moving
as in leaving a place because i am kind of like used to that place already..LOL
its weird..i know..haha

there's a lot of "haha"s suddenly..because i am happy today
though felt a little strange and sad when found something during my packing..
but i am all fine now..=)

tomorrow will be a better day right??

good night!
will see you VERY SOON