semester 2 starting soon

i will not post about the 2 day straight UNLUCKY days i have..=.= about cars

just one phrase to describe

" i ' m DISAPPOINTED on myself ! " =(

okay okay! STOP!

i m trying to forget about the incident..

bt then sure i m leaving back only the lesson i learnt from it..

*deep breathe*

huuuuu~

haha..=)

hmm..that day went out with zan hong and jialer to INTI there to go 捧场 a charity thingy organized by mian XD

but then..sorry mian..didn't find dao u to talk..=S

and sorry to shu huey and sijun oso..

LONG TIME NO SEE! =]

but then i duno what to say..and to react ><>

hmmm..really is a great feeling hanging out with friends..

=)

but then..i still miss that secondary school way of friendship..where we will have same holidays same exam periods..=p

i do miss..but then that doesn't mean i must have =]

i will not grow up if i would have stucked at that secondary level..

可能失去了才会有想念吧..

haha..

since there will be only very LIMITED ppl viewing this blog..hee..

not to be chuan..

jz sharing my joy =)

i get 3.88/4.00 for my GPA for the first trimester!!!!!!!!!!

4A's and 1B !

OH MY GOD!!! X)

want to SHOUT OUT LOUD man! @@

hope that i can keep it up though..i know it's tough..=)

but i will TRY..

hmm..gonna bk to hostel soon..tomorrow actually..=/

haha..going to miss this "relaxing" holidays..

dad said i became ROUNDER d! @_@

i hope he see wrong! @@

hahahhaha

i will be on almost everyday there..as long as there's internet..=)

i won't want to miss any moment with all of you..

hmmm..there are some friends i wish i could want back..

i duno abt them..bt then i really miss them alot..i miss talking to them..

bt then..there's always nt a chance..even when we meet..i duno wat to say..same old excuse..=/

sometimes see them online..wanted to talk to them..but then worried that there's nth for me to talk about..scared of disturbing them..scared of they say me fan..=/

maybe its just me thinking too much..

so pretty please my friends..can you all talk to me more often..as in find me to talk more often..

i really do need u guys..X(

i am always available when i m on9..as long as my status is available there..i will put my status to busy or away when i am really away and busy..haha

=p

okay..that's all for now i guess =)

hmm..felt quite good to say something in me out here..=p

i will write more often about what am i thinking and want here..haha

have a good night and nice day..everyone..=)

你不知道的事

there's alot of things of you which I never knew..

there's alot of things of me which you never knew..

and of course.

there's alot of things which you and I never knew..

I am just a normal human being..

i too have only 2 eyes and 1 brain..

and most importantly,

i can't READ minds..

life after secondary school really is getting tough..

that's the fact i can't deny..

alot of things need to be solved ourselves..

that's why i need to be strong..

both mentally and physically..

"BE STRONG!" i say..

but did i really tried my best to do so? i never know

i know i am kinda 自相矛盾-ing..

but this is what i am currently thinking..

what i just said may not related to each other by the way..

i have a bad memory..like SERIOUSLY bad..

i don't like my memories..i can't remember stuff well..

i don't want to hurt anyone..

i don't want to harm anyone..

anyway.. ignore me if you can..because i m writing this post unconsciously..

its 1.48am now..@@ and i am darn tired already

歌神 张学友 =)

i really like this song alot..=)

especially listening him singing live..

it's one of his popular songs

i had goosebumps when i m listening to it =O

and i am too "free" that i did a LITTLE bit of research of him..XD

(take note : i m having finals next week)

just to distract myself frm books a while..haha

he attended Jay Chou's concert recently which really realy amazed people..XD

that's what started my admiration towards him..hahaha

where i go listen his songs in youtube

he macam bring me back to his time in the 90's where he partially dominated the singing industry ! =p hahah...random laaaa @_@

btw..

he singing 吻别 is a hit towards the World ! world i say..

k la..nt so kua chang la..=.=

how abt places like Africa and other country rite? k k sorryy..

in the chinese and english music industry..better?

haha..cause there's a english version of that song

called take me to your heart

=D

anyway..this song have been an icon to him..because this song have been so popular since he started it..until now..

he's still winning awards with this song..LOL

amazing~ =O

k la.. i shall stop d

hahaha...

super random la..suddenly talk about him =p

hee

需要人陪

打開窗戶讓孤單透氣
這一間屋子 如此密閉
歡呼聲仍飄在空氣裡
像空無一人一樣華麗

我 漸漸失去知覺
就當做是種自我逃避
你 飛到天的邊緣
我也不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

閉上眼睛 就看不清
這雙人床 欠缺的 溫馨
誰能 陪我 直到天明
穿透這片 迷濛寂靜

我 漸漸失去知覺
就當做是種自我逃避
你 飛到天的邊緣
我已不猜落在何地

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪

一個我 需要夢想 需要方向 需要眼淚
更需要 一個人來 點亮天的黑
我已經 無能為力 無法抗拒 無路可退
這無聲的夜 現在的我 需要人陪