My dear dear blog,

I think i am going to change my way of writing my blog starting now =)
just trying it out..haha

Dear blog,

you had been here for quite some time now..it's been 2 years plus already?
thanks for being here for me..=)
i was inspired to read back most of my posts with you and i really found a lot of memories there..

i hope i can treat you better than what i have done to you for the past 2 years and try my best to write more with you..
i have been not so active with you last year..
maybe i really am not suitable for blogging..haha
sorry about that..

now i have a thought , that is which what i just noticed
the companion i seek, it mustn't be a human being right? =)
so now i declare that you are one of those who really can accompany me now..haha
at least i won't have any difficulty finding you to talk with..
EXCEPT just the internet will tear us apart..without it i wont be able to find you..haha

maybe i will feel more comfortable when i am writing this way..=D
we'll see how's the effect..hehe

as for now,
what i want to tell you is
i am not really into the mood for my finals..what can i do?
i am not having the confident to maintain my results anymore..
as my chemistry carry marks is just 39.5/50...
i am concerned that i won't be able to get an A for it..
as for physics...i totally screwed my 2nd test that day..getting just a merely 8.5/15
that really hurt my confidence and i really felt disappointed for myself for that

i know that it's really useless now for whining here..as finals are just in less than 2 weeks time..
i really wanted to get good results..to make my family and of course me HAPPY
but then in the situation now..my mood and laziness is stopping me from doing anything productive..
even Chinese New Year is so near..yet i still feel nothing..
really need to THANK UniTen for ruining my CNY mood.. -.-"

anyway, same thing again..
BUCK UP Yi Shiuan!!
Hope that tomorrow will be a better day..u agree with it right? =)

til then,
i will find you to chat other time..
got to go rest already..
good night =)