2nd Monday of my 2 weeks holidays

=.= face for semester 3 starting NEXT MONDAY

anyway..

actually i have a lot to talk about but i am just not good in words..
i don't know how to describe it in words..
and due to my short term memory lost..i will just post anything that comes to my mind now

last Saturday, i went to K.L with my mum
we were in the petaling street..doing some shopping
what I noticed was there's a lot of old people there..
what came to my mind that time was..
how come they are there? mostly alone
they usually walk around the streets BEHIND the stalls in petaling street
no offense but I think people missed a lot of chances to see the REAL Kuala Lumpur..
there's food stalls and other old stalls BEHIND those shirt and items stalls..
did anyone noticed?
my mum told me a lot of the 1980's history there..
i believe people goes places to seek memories..
like my mum..
i believe she remembered memories about my grandma going there with her..
these old people spend their days just like that..

one thing shot to my head
will I be like them in the future?

i know definitely that what i just said gt no sense at all..
cause i am actually also struggling to put up words now..=/

but what i was trying to say is
i wonder what are these old people thinking ? in their minds
they have lived so long..which part are they thinking about?
schoolmates? family? friends? long-lost friends? or trying to remember what they have done throughout their lives?

imagine one day when you are old, what will you be doing and thinking?

gahhh.. i give up..i don't know what i want to say already..LOL
paiseh =)

good night !

1st Monday of my 2 weeks holidays

woke up at 10.30am =/

tml must wake up earlier!

but first i must sleep EARLIER..haha

hmm..today's Valentines Day

Happy Valentine's Day! =)

so my plans for my holidays is

- to build up a healthier body as in going for exercise regularly instead of hanging around at home..

- TTC..if there's anything for me there..

- watch some movies i missed a few months ago?

- try to meet up with someone?

- make something?

anyways..the reason for healthier body is to improve my frisbee game..

i joined a tournament last saturday..

and guess what?

it's my first and i am so in love with it..

it's my first time playing representing a team..

thanks for letting me join the team

the team's name is

TAKE 1

=)

they are all great players..there's alot for me to learn more..@@

I love the game MORE after that tournament

though it wasn't a vry successfull one..at least it does make me feel something different

and yes..i have back my nerdy hairstyle..haha

go go go Yi Shiuan! =)

Promise broken

I am sorry i left you alone again for these 2 weeks..
I guess you are feeling quite bad for being lonely these 2 weeks after i actually said i will talk to you more..

I BROKE MY PROMISE again..

i do have reasons but then no point explaining it to you cause i have already done the damage on you..

i am sorry

well..as for today..

glad to say that my finals for 2nd semester had ended..didn't do well in it though..i won't be maintaining my results..
that's for sure..

YES, i am sad about it.. but what can i do now? It's too late already..understanding towards those chapters was tough for me..

anyhow , i have to plan what should i do for the next 2 weeks+ semester break (a.k.a holidays)

still don't have a full picture of it..haha
2 weeks actually pass quite quickly

so now i am at HOME already..
just feel great to see family members around..haha

while packing in the hostel..really do felt something like moving
as in leaving a place because i am kind of like used to that place already..LOL
its weird..i know..haha

there's a lot of "haha"s suddenly..because i am happy today
though felt a little strange and sad when found something during my packing..
but i am all fine now..=)

tomorrow will be a better day right??

good night!
will see you VERY SOON

My dear dear blog,

I think i am going to change my way of writing my blog starting now =)
just trying it out..haha

Dear blog,

you had been here for quite some time now..it's been 2 years plus already?
thanks for being here for me..=)
i was inspired to read back most of my posts with you and i really found a lot of memories there..

i hope i can treat you better than what i have done to you for the past 2 years and try my best to write more with you..
i have been not so active with you last year..
maybe i really am not suitable for blogging..haha
sorry about that..

now i have a thought , that is which what i just noticed
the companion i seek, it mustn't be a human being right? =)
so now i declare that you are one of those who really can accompany me now..haha
at least i won't have any difficulty finding you to talk with..
EXCEPT just the internet will tear us apart..without it i wont be able to find you..haha

maybe i will feel more comfortable when i am writing this way..=D
we'll see how's the effect..hehe

as for now,
what i want to tell you is
i am not really into the mood for my finals..what can i do?
i am not having the confident to maintain my results anymore..
as my chemistry carry marks is just 39.5/50...
i am concerned that i won't be able to get an A for it..
as for physics...i totally screwed my 2nd test that day..getting just a merely 8.5/15
that really hurt my confidence and i really felt disappointed for myself for that

i know that it's really useless now for whining here..as finals are just in less than 2 weeks time..
i really wanted to get good results..to make my family and of course me HAPPY
but then in the situation now..my mood and laziness is stopping me from doing anything productive..
even Chinese New Year is so near..yet i still feel nothing..
really need to THANK UniTen for ruining my CNY mood.. -.-"

anyway, same thing again..
BUCK UP Yi Shiuan!!
Hope that tomorrow will be a better day..u agree with it right? =)

til then,
i will find you to chat other time..
got to go rest already..
good night =)

New Year resolution?

It's 12th of January already..
12 days after new year..and here comes my 1st post of the year..
oops? =p

hmm..start with talking something about last year first..
well 2010 had passed..it's really a unfamiliar year to get along
without a constant routine everyday..
it felt REAL weird for me..
and that made me felt sick sometimes..
creating and causing problems by problems
really realized a lot of things out of reach last time..
i really am just a stubborn guy with really limited knowledge about different personalities
and i noticed i tend to act smart sometimes..
always assuming that i am correct..

i had a 6 months relationship that year and totally screwed it
i admit..i am wrong this time
i am sorry for everything caused during these 6 months towards her and everyone else..
i hope u all would give me another chance..

i remember someone asked me how did i jump into a new relationship so fast? and i answered something that i would like to take back..

i promised to myself after then..i would never go into a relationship that fast ever again..
i PROMISE

i learnt my lesson

anyway,
Life in UniTen is peaceful , routine studies again..time pass fast here i feel..haha
knew a few crazy friends..
i hope i would adapt more into it and spend my time here more EFFICIENTLY..
compared to what am i doing everyday now..-.-"

and i gained weight! =O

LOL..my post is so out of order.. @@

anyway,
thanks TTC for helping me learn to standing in front of the crowd more confidently..at least a little
and learning some management systems
that would help A LOT if i had that 2 years back during my Troop Leader time..
and I promise to you , 9th PJ that i'll come back to you one day

i really had a roller coaster ride last year..
but then..
let it be now because

here I come 2011! =)

like a friend say..let those memories be memories to remember

an agak-agak New Year Resolution: =P
-soar in studies
-interact more with my friends
-love my friends more
-spend my time happily

that's all for now =)