END of this blog

Hmm..since this blog is already so dead..i hereby declaring this is
THE END OF THIS BLOG a.k.a DEAD BLOG

anewmeshiuan..pfft..funny and stupid name =P

anyway..MEMORIES are still in this blog..so i will still keep this blog =)

for people who are still reading this..
i will be creating a new blog..
do follow that if you still want to hear from and about me..
i couldn't promise i will update SO OFTEN but i will still update =)

http://yyshiuan115.blogspot.com/

Best regards and signing off for the last time here,
Yi Shiuan

September 2011 Plans

Plans/Aims for this coming September 2011

1. Get ready for Uni!

2. STUDY HARD, HARD and HARD!

3. Get a better life =)

4. Get a ipod Touch/ ipad2 =/

5. Go to the gym

6. Learn AutoCAD (this should start long time ago)

7. Stay as much contact as I could with my CHS-BEST-FRIENDS =)

8. Plan next month's plans/Aims

to be edited =P

Life's Good =)

SMILE =DDD

sigh

it seems the last post is so not me =.=

feel kinda scary looking at that post oso actually..sorry to have disgusted you with the last post

I still need this BLOG..Don't DIE

Time to spend some time here again..just realized i really still need THIS blog =/

no sad posts eh? Let's play something special!

anewmeshiuan?

more like asameoldmeshiuan

*sigh*

okay..a post like this is definitely NEW..it's kinda fun actually..haha

my eyes is actually OPEN! .__.

conclusion: i got small eyes T.T

okay..this post is rather RANDOM...haha

oopsy?

anyway..

HAVE A GOOD DAY

everyone

SMILE =DDD

question of the day : Am I a GOOD/BAD friend?

*poke fingers*

a little update about me

well its about time i write something here..

the last post isn't that pretty after all..haha
will not be a very long post..but i do admit there's a lot in my mind now =/

okay..ermmm..holidays had passed like 1 month plus already..

how did i spent it so far?
well..one thing's for sure..i do not have any income (the income is less than outcome)

all i did this few weeks is spend, spend and spend @_@

until me myself also gone scared now

what should I do?

someone please give some advice =(

i need them

Lonely Night

Dear blog,

hello..it's been a long time since talking to you like this already..haha

i guess it's just not too normal also..if i do talk to you like this every day..haha

anyhow

i really wonder that if there's even anyone looking at us these days anyways..

it's 12.53am here and its officially a Monday,

oh my..getting more and more Monday posts...weird..why this specific day? o.0

haha..so blog..

what i really wanted to talk about today are about my current final semester for my foundation..and something about my roommate..

okay..

believe it or not..i have only 5-6 weeks left for my foundation studies..

it's super fast..@_@

and guess what? i am currently feeling homesick.. =.=

i didn't go back for the 3rd week straight now..unbelievable..because if u count..it's 2 freaking weeks i spent in my hostel and i don't feel like it at all..it's 14 days! and i am spending another 4-5 days before GOING BACK HOME

how can i not feel 14 days if i am still in high school?

i really wonder what is it that made me feel that way

is it the environment? or merely just my mind's tricking me? or what? -.-

to those whom went overseas for studies or migrated..

well i can't say that i totally understand..but then i can feel a LITTLE of the loneliness and homesickness already..

and with just that...i can't really stand it already

SALUTE THEM

i think i am just too used to everything that COME-s to me..

i don't know how to GO to things..in other words 我不会去争取

yes..i am currently having a bad time here in my uni..

i don't feel i have a life here..my spirit's just not strong enough

today i am sleeping alone in the room..my roommate didn't came back

most probably it's because what i feared most for him had happened..

his grandfather jz passed away..

i do felt sorry for him..it must be hard..

=(

to prove how i miss home..i actually dreamt about my mum's home-cook food..

oh my god -.-

that's all i guess..i am strengthless to continue already..

i felt lonely tonight..

are you there?

Chem Mid Term

please forgive me if I didn't do well in my chem mid term test today..

=(

Jay's Fans

to all Jay Chou fans =)

i think u will love this song

《Jay迷不会飞》
编曲： Ain楠瓜
改词： 浮华哥
后期制作： 莫离

小鬼：
让我们将时间反方向绕
回到十年前的那个你 正值年少
那时你 喜欢戴着鸭舌帽
不抬头不说话 只是淡淡 微笑

小手：
你唱歌 独特的腔调（腔调）
搭建一座 华丽的城堡（城堡）
爱从此生根 愿为你沉沦
因为音乐是你战斗的号角

民工：
你唱双截棍龙拳霍元甲换回热血东方
夜的第七章以父之名与跨时代的幻想
听妈妈的话陪外婆喝爷爷泡的茶汤
在梯田的稻香之中想哭的止战之殇
黑色幽默安静晴天轨迹夜曲的忧伤
千里之外响起青花一曲东风的悠扬（轻唱）

信颖：
光影的风浪你决定去闯
因为你注定不同凡响
不能说的秘密展示了惊人的力量
青蜂侠带你踏上异国他乡

Futurerrlu：
你要记得好好保养
要注意身体
不然就跟演唱会上拉风的你不像（其实都一样）
约好很久很久以后白发苍苍也走不动路
还要拄着拐杖对你唱

卡莲+小鬼：
喔 如果你想要飞 不管多远我们都会一直陪
永远做你坚强的背 一起看这世界多美

小手+民工：
就算流年如水 就算心跳一天天慢到疲惫
也不会再有别的谁 能够穿越音乐这轮回

小淙：
这个世界有时太虚伪
没人在乎闪亮舞台背后的泪水
你只能唱歌说就算超人也会累
有人却笑你的才华已经枯萎

Futurerrlu：
太多人想借你上位（上位）
你笑着说不去理睬那是非（是非）
你说成功要靠自己努力才对
不要为金钱变得卑微
何必让自己的良心受罪（有罪）

小淙：
你说我们跟着你跟的对
我们也相信漫长路上没有浪费
不管夜会有多黑 也听你的歌入睡

民工：
杰迷的崇拜不会是暧昧 而是能读懂你心碎
让音乐结出每一刻完美
能理解你的梦想才可贵
就让这首歌感觉更纯粹

信颖+ Futurerrlu：
喔 如果你还要飞 就算再远我们都会一直陪
用坚持将感动包围 一起让这世界更美

合：
前进绝不会退 直到记忆的末尾无法挽回
也不会再有下个谁 你是我们唯一爱的JAY

another Monday..

the truth have finally been made clear

at least the part i wish to know..

*deep breaths*

it's gonna be nice days ahead..

everyone do enjoy it..

Harry Potter is my recent addiction..

haha..i have no idea why..

i watched the movies only though..haha

BUT i really do feel like reading the book already =)

BUT..another but..LOL

i don't know if i can tahan even 1 book because i am no book reader..@@

the story's really addictive..i didn't realised that last time..cause last time too much words dun understand i think..=/

nice nice nice nice! @@

這句話

just a simple music video sharing post

dun hav the feeling of blogging these few weeks..haha
oops

周筆暢 - 這句話

i didn't noticed her singing before this..just heard about her name..
today i saw this on a friend's shared video in FB
and kind of get addicted to it already..and listening to her other songs in related videos in youtube..this is my day already..haha =)



一步一步跟著你走
牽著你的手 你說過很多
全世界都一起走過不冷的寒冬 你說會愛我
不要這樣的離開 這樣的結局是不是有點太殘忍
不再是你的最愛 愛你也是曾經 忘了對你說這一句話
你愛她 就跟她走吧 不用說再見 我們不可能再見
算了吧 就這樣好嗎 來不及說愛你也是好的

一步一步跟著你走
牽著你的手 你說過很多
全世界都一起走過不冷的寒冬 你說會愛我
不要這樣的離開 這樣的結局是不是有點太殘忍
不再是你的最愛 愛你也是曾經 忘了對你說這一句話
你愛她 就跟她走吧 不用說再見 我們不可能再見
算了吧 就這樣好嗎 來不及說愛你也是好的

你愛她 就跟她走吧 不用說再見 我們不可能再見
算了吧 就這樣好嗎 來不及說愛你也是好的
你愛她 就跟她走吧 不用說再見 我們不可能再見
算了吧 就這樣好嗎 來不及說愛你也是好的

lalalala~ =P

"Someday,
my memories will fade,
and her voice...
her actions...
i might forget them, as well...
but even so...
i'll always remember that i loved her... "

this is taken from an anime =) hahaha =P

anyway ,
today's a day to remember..wishing a friend all the best in life here.. =)

******************************

oh ya..by the way..
when i say i miss you, i really do..
though my actions and words doesn't seem like it =X
please do forgive me for that.. =(
what's important is in my heart...isn't it? =)
you'll be always in mine..hahaha

to myself,
Life's Goes On, Cheer up! =)

Your Departure

yes i admit,

I MISS YOU

SLH

My Roommate's Birthday! =)

my roommate's birthday is on 2nd March
haha..
same classes this semester again..
well maybe we are destined to know each other..
sounds wrong i know..haha
at least he is not a society rubbish..=P
he's hardworking, just maybe a little wrong way though..
he can't really score and really felt bad for it..he can be emo cause of his results for days..=/

well stop with the unwanted details..
the surprise somehow worked ! HAHA XD
congratz to all of the gang!
good job! =p

anyway..
a little update about classes..
this week is rather relaxing because its the first week
hope that i can cope better than last semester where i didn't do well at all
=)
that's my hope for now

oh ya..frisbee
managed to train throwings with the new people today
that's 2 days in a row =D
haha..
hope next week will have better things to do ba..
like having a game and teach them about it !
well..NO GIRLS joined yet..
asked 2 of the girls come today and they ran away because the reason too many ppl..LOL
@@
i believe i can pull them in though XD
wish me luck..haha

sounds weird i know..@_@
well..i am just typing as i think..so please forgive me? =)

good night!

Starting of March

hello blog!

i am typing in my apartment after that 2 weeks of semester break..
well , life's good here i guess except that now we can't use the electricity here as much as we want like the previous semesters.. =/ and that's a headache..
it's changed to a prepaid system..@@
everyone is now saving electricity..that's the good thing i guess =X
the whole apartment block is so dark..i have never seen it so dark before..

everyone is complaining that why university tenaga nasional is charging us STUDENTS electricity which TNB generates it's own electricity? LOL

anyway..
today i successfully attracted a number of guys to play frisbee =)
that's good i guess..haha
speaking of frisbee..
something vry zadou happened jz nw..haha
i was running towards a direction wanted to catch a flying disc..
a second ago i was staring at the flying frisbee and the other second i saw a big LAMPPOST in front of me.. -___-
VERY LUCKILY i was able to put my hands in front to stop myself as my legs cant do anything due to my momentum..@@
then a huge sound made..PONG!
i fell on the floor...
EVERYONE around the basketball court and frisbee ppl!
EVERYONE ! they all are looking at me..
i didn't injured myself at all though..haha
LUCKY ME!

my friend from the other side said i really look like i bang into the pole and still stand up immediately smiling..and ask what am i? o.0 HAHA
that's before i told him i stopped myself with my hands of course..haha
he says that he saw the pole was shaking too..LOL

i have been center of attention 2 times already..-.-
everyone must now say "look! it's that funny guy!"

what i said jz nw was 2nd time
the 1st time happened yesterday where a new learner tried to throw forehand and ended up a roller..
it roll into the BASKETBALL COURT!! @___@
i was chasing it preventing it to cause any problem..
the team was COINCIDENTALLY counter attacking and the frisbee affected the ball where it ruined their chance of scoring..i was STARED -.-

anyway..why i was near the basketball court was because i joined my friend in a team to compete basketball in a league..all foundation students though..haha
we have lost 2 games and finally won our 1st game today! how happy is that? =)
i didn't play much though..haha

the luckiness continues i guess at about 9pm where our apartment had tripped..no electricity..lol
the new meter seems to have error..how "pro" is that? it's just on for about 3-4 days..
someone came to fix and temporarily it's free electricity for our apartment as tml ther's another technician coming to repair the new meter!
HAHA! XD

FREE electricity~
=p

anyway..2nd march is my roommate's bday..
having a surprise for him..hope it turns out successfully =D

as for now..

good night! =)

2nd Monday of my 2 weeks holidays

=.= face for semester 3 starting NEXT MONDAY

anyway..

actually i have a lot to talk about but i am just not good in words..
i don't know how to describe it in words..
and due to my short term memory lost..i will just post anything that comes to my mind now

last Saturday, i went to K.L with my mum
we were in the petaling street..doing some shopping
what I noticed was there's a lot of old people there..
what came to my mind that time was..
how come they are there? mostly alone
they usually walk around the streets BEHIND the stalls in petaling street
no offense but I think people missed a lot of chances to see the REAL Kuala Lumpur..
there's food stalls and other old stalls BEHIND those shirt and items stalls..
did anyone noticed?
my mum told me a lot of the 1980's history there..
i believe people goes places to seek memories..
like my mum..
i believe she remembered memories about my grandma going there with her..
these old people spend their days just like that..

one thing shot to my head
will I be like them in the future?

i know definitely that what i just said gt no sense at all..
cause i am actually also struggling to put up words now..=/

but what i was trying to say is
i wonder what are these old people thinking ? in their minds
they have lived so long..which part are they thinking about?
schoolmates? family? friends? long-lost friends? or trying to remember what they have done throughout their lives?

imagine one day when you are old, what will you be doing and thinking?

gahhh.. i give up..i don't know what i want to say already..LOL
paiseh =)

good night !

1st Monday of my 2 weeks holidays

woke up at 10.30am =/

tml must wake up earlier!

but first i must sleep EARLIER..haha

hmm..today's Valentines Day

Happy Valentine's Day! =)

so my plans for my holidays is

- to build up a healthier body as in going for exercise regularly instead of hanging around at home..

- TTC..if there's anything for me there..

- watch some movies i missed a few months ago?

- try to meet up with someone?

- make something?

anyways..the reason for healthier body is to improve my frisbee game..

i joined a tournament last saturday..

and guess what?

it's my first and i am so in love with it..

it's my first time playing representing a team..

thanks for letting me join the team

the team's name is

TAKE 1

=)

they are all great players..there's alot for me to learn more..@@

I love the game MORE after that tournament

though it wasn't a vry successfull one..at least it does make me feel something different

and yes..i have back my nerdy hairstyle..haha

go go go Yi Shiuan! =)

Promise broken

I am sorry i left you alone again for these 2 weeks..
I guess you are feeling quite bad for being lonely these 2 weeks after i actually said i will talk to you more..

I BROKE MY PROMISE again..

i do have reasons but then no point explaining it to you cause i have already done the damage on you..

i am sorry

well..as for today..

glad to say that my finals for 2nd semester had ended..didn't do well in it though..i won't be maintaining my results..
that's for sure..

YES, i am sad about it.. but what can i do now? It's too late already..understanding towards those chapters was tough for me..

anyhow , i have to plan what should i do for the next 2 weeks+ semester break (a.k.a holidays)

still don't have a full picture of it..haha
2 weeks actually pass quite quickly

so now i am at HOME already..
just feel great to see family members around..haha

while packing in the hostel..really do felt something like moving
as in leaving a place because i am kind of like used to that place already..LOL
its weird..i know..haha

there's a lot of "haha"s suddenly..because i am happy today
though felt a little strange and sad when found something during my packing..
but i am all fine now..=)

tomorrow will be a better day right??

good night!
will see you VERY SOON

My dear dear blog,

I think i am going to change my way of writing my blog starting now =)
just trying it out..haha

Dear blog,

you had been here for quite some time now..it's been 2 years plus already?
thanks for being here for me..=)
i was inspired to read back most of my posts with you and i really found a lot of memories there..

i hope i can treat you better than what i have done to you for the past 2 years and try my best to write more with you..
i have been not so active with you last year..
maybe i really am not suitable for blogging..haha
sorry about that..

now i have a thought , that is which what i just noticed
the companion i seek, it mustn't be a human being right? =)
so now i declare that you are one of those who really can accompany me now..haha
at least i won't have any difficulty finding you to talk with..
EXCEPT just the internet will tear us apart..without it i wont be able to find you..haha

maybe i will feel more comfortable when i am writing this way..=D
we'll see how's the effect..hehe

as for now,
what i want to tell you is
i am not really into the mood for my finals..what can i do?
i am not having the confident to maintain my results anymore..
as my chemistry carry marks is just 39.5/50...
i am concerned that i won't be able to get an A for it..
as for physics...i totally screwed my 2nd test that day..getting just a merely 8.5/15
that really hurt my confidence and i really felt disappointed for myself for that

i know that it's really useless now for whining here..as finals are just in less than 2 weeks time..
i really wanted to get good results..to make my family and of course me HAPPY
but then in the situation now..my mood and laziness is stopping me from doing anything productive..
even Chinese New Year is so near..yet i still feel nothing..
really need to THANK UniTen for ruining my CNY mood.. -.-"

anyway, same thing again..
BUCK UP Yi Shiuan!!
Hope that tomorrow will be a better day..u agree with it right? =)

til then,
i will find you to chat other time..
got to go rest already..
good night =)

New Year resolution?

It's 12th of January already..
12 days after new year..and here comes my 1st post of the year..
oops? =p

hmm..start with talking something about last year first..
well 2010 had passed..it's really a unfamiliar year to get along
without a constant routine everyday..
it felt REAL weird for me..
and that made me felt sick sometimes..
creating and causing problems by problems
really realized a lot of things out of reach last time..
i really am just a stubborn guy with really limited knowledge about different personalities
and i noticed i tend to act smart sometimes..
always assuming that i am correct..

i had a 6 months relationship that year and totally screwed it
i admit..i am wrong this time
i am sorry for everything caused during these 6 months towards her and everyone else..
i hope u all would give me another chance..

i remember someone asked me how did i jump into a new relationship so fast? and i answered something that i would like to take back..

i promised to myself after then..i would never go into a relationship that fast ever again..
i PROMISE

i learnt my lesson

anyway,
Life in UniTen is peaceful , routine studies again..time pass fast here i feel..haha
knew a few crazy friends..
i hope i would adapt more into it and spend my time here more EFFICIENTLY..
compared to what am i doing everyday now..-.-"

and i gained weight! =O

LOL..my post is so out of order.. @@

anyway,
thanks TTC for helping me learn to standing in front of the crowd more confidently..at least a little
and learning some management systems
that would help A LOT if i had that 2 years back during my Troop Leader time..
and I promise to you , 9th PJ that i'll come back to you one day

i really had a roller coaster ride last year..
but then..
let it be now because

here I come 2011! =)

like a friend say..let those memories be memories to remember

an agak-agak New Year Resolution: =P
-soar in studies
-interact more with my friends
-love my friends more
-spend my time happily

that's all for now =)